My cOmplicated feeling..

Well... She was my true love.. And No body will ever replace her.. And now the feelings aren't met to disappear anymore.. I'd been trying to.. But no it doesn't.. And it's been more then a year... And I miss you so much..

You know... what the reason that I left you was that.. I'd been asking you to not hang out with them anymore... I saw you several time with them.. But my heart was so afraid to.. I'd been blindfolding myself but then..

When I was at Sun21 with friends.. I saw you again with that boy now it's only you and him.. So I was really hurt.. Why wouldn't you just tell me the truth?? And from that time on I realize that I can't really put all my hope at u.. So I decided to end all of this.. And it's been really a long time.. Half of my heart is still yours.. I can't forget you.. And my heart was hurt when I saw you and again with that boy(Well.. He is a bastard).. But then you approached me and just like a long time friend.. You talked to me just like how you used to be.. I was almost.. But then I realize that there is no more hope our connection now is not more then friend... And worse when you chatted with me.. Everything you wrote...

And maybe this poem will really expressed everything..
And Even your (Wkwkwkwkwk)... Was that important.. That's when my tears started flowing.. And.. That's all.. You are my last... And now I am not counting on anyone else anymore..