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10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.

I got this thing from a website and i find it interesting so I re-post it at mine..

When technology is too much improved..

Well.. Do you spot something so weird?? Do you?? If you don't then.. I guess this clue will be useful for you to guess on whatsoever this is.. This is the referee who was chosen by the FIFA to lead the last and the most entertaining match of World cup 2010.. The showdown between Spain and Netherlands.. A referee should be using a shirt which is not on both sides.. So maybe someone edited it.. But.. Who is he??

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All in all...

So I am done with my full long list of these boring compositions of my long holiday.. And it's a 1824 hours going to 1825 hours of vacation.. But somehow we were called to leave the airport.. Going to the plane and Fly!.. So no long lasting records were made.. And somehow amnesia just erased everything up.. And... There should be interesting, wonderful, A full composition of my experience but amnesia... I've nothing to recall but.. How I wish it would not be "laziness" that filled me up these days.. ( I know it's out of topic but.. )You know how the word "holiday" is really getting into my mind and sticking there for quite a long time.. How I hope I would always be there (secret..) seating, waiting for the time to sleep while my friends there twisting their brain for their own goods and purposes..

So if you are a genius who came up with the idea.. of the guy who studied well and will always be a better lad then the one who is not at all studying for the sake of their exam,marks,or so whatever.. Then you are technically wrong.. I mean.. Hmmm..

So if there are theories about 2012 doomsday.. Maybe there's other then that.. Like baba vanga who predicted about the 5079 doomsyear.. But maybe they are not so much in getting into my nerve cells but.. It is surprising.. Because our earth still got at least another 4069 years before we will face the apocalypse.. Let's go to the wonderland again.. compare our life now and try to imagine much further then u usually do.. Forget about your families or everything.. And imagine.. How it would be on the 5000 plus..